I know my bangz sug. So Don't bother to view my pix. Din't attend school today..... Instead :

Hg 626 > Xinmin > Hougang mall > Bugis > Dhoby > Hougang mall > Home > Green > Home~ I don't want a dead blog! So i'm just here to get some updatex. Wokeup @ 7am+. PPLived-ed. Prepare to get out @ 11am sharp and went over to 626 to meet my longlast jmh we're finally back together. It's been................ such a long time since we last went out.

After meeting, slack and huhu around till 12-1pm and finally get to town. Started to being like the past that we often gossip around and laugh at every people we saw LOL fun much. Bugis, iluma, everywhere to seach for beibi presents for valentines day and our 1 year + 1 month together. And i think i rally spent lots of effort finding it :[

From iluma to bugis street and to street to iluma back. And after 1hour.. And from the hot weather, i'm like sweating like mad. Totally hate places which 'kio sio'. But after that, I finally get what's just nice for him. Atleast i din't went home empty handed ^_^

Being sastified for that i've finally bought that kwute lil valentine day present, Went over to wait for our cab with a suana weather. And it's hotter then suana. Went over to victoria street near junction and finally cab over to dhoby.

And lastly.. Afer 123456789 dog years. I Finally saw iva lee mad bao. HAHAAHAAHAHA! But shortly after 30minutes! Left and headed off back to Hg and meet my sweetsweet. Shop awhile and home sweet home with him.

My epic face ROFLx123456. Dinner with him and you went home @ 9.50pm you know i miss you right h3h3h3. Chinese new year and valentine day's just 2 more days. I . want . ANGBAO (Y)

I love you, you biatch❤

Heard that 1 biatch say's i step. omg i'm so scared. in what way did i step. quit being a dog you 13 year old kid.

I really hate people lieing. And telling me that they won't lie again even promising me but still lie still. Then what's the point for promising? I'm so bored.... It's going 12am soon. Dead beat. I'm going to bed soon, in case i'm late 4 school tomorrow again :(

I regretted cutting bangz seriously. Nao my face look like i've grown 20cm more fat lumps.. makes me round like a big beach ball LMFAO. I Wish i wish.. my fringe will be mad faster to grow back to my side fringe. I look like some ' china xiaomeimei ' and i'm seriously not lieing.

I Don't even dare to show any of my latest pix in that damn bangz. Except for that 1 in my previous post which i took with my sweet but i ended up deleting that post too. As i've say at the prev post. Chinese new year is just...... 5 more days. And as for... Valentine day? I hope this year's valentine would be better then 2009 :[

Anyway, as for me and beibis 1 year anni and in advance, last sart we went down all the way to woodlands and bought this sweet lil thingy h3h3h3.

And yes... I Finally finish the show 海派甜心 few days back ago and i know i was very slow compared to the others.. As, people first epi watch already but i'm like the last epi then i come and watch. And the damn reason is i've got no intention on watching this show before, I'm not so addicted to TaiWan Drama. But i swear itz really a nice show can. I Spent the night watching it till 4am..... sobx.
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I'm off to sleep right nao. Will soon update maybe before or after valentine/ Cny.
Before i go :




MAD CUTE CAN. BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE BECOME BACK TO LINDALANG LOOKS WHAT A WASTE :(

Miss me , tag me.

XX.

Time to say goodnight.

I'll update soonz!

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And finally... It's time for some update. Ignore my previous post cause that silly of mine promised me not to go work hehehe. Do anyone miss my post? Guess not. And, Here comes my 3 days update : Enjoy~!


Friday : School > Hougang mall > Marina > Bugis > Bedok > Home. Meet tay yaowei @ hougang right afterz home. Mall for Cotton On and train to Cityhall after that to marina. Bought movie tix and have pizza hut for lunch. Watched ' My ex ' till 7plus. That show has a ' Coming soon ' feeling let me jump up 123456 time mad thrilling only :(

Huge eyebag oh my dearO_O

Bugis after that to collect my phone cover. Bus to bedok to meet his mother, dinner and.... home:) We Slept at 3+am cause of 'Hi, my sweetheart!' Tired die.
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Yesterday: Wokeup @ 10am, at home till 4pm and went to Amk to make our couple necklace for our late 1 year anni.. But din't bought in the end :[ Went back his house wait him prepare and out to town..... Bugis Junction > Street > Home. Bought quite alot things. Spent like a 100bucks or so yesterday... omgawd.

And lastly, Today : Wokeup @ 8am sharp. Cause of The Audi compe at jalan besar/ lavendar. Prepare and went out @ 10am. Train to farar park thn cab to lavander and fetch button, then went to tenchi lan. Register then compe start @ 12pm. Lose till vry ' bu gan yan ' cause i almost made it to semi final thx to sky cause 1vs1 i lose him just a few k away ma de~

Lavader food square for breakfast + lunch. Bus to Ps. Shopz thn train back to hougang...
Slept after reaching home bl00dy tired. Just finish cpl compe. Schools just tomorrow and............. I don't want to go school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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It's 10.06pm. I'm crying like some fxckhead right nao since 9.30pm. Yes, i admit i was so damn silly and that me, cry infront of the com for the 1st time. '' I won't make you cry anymore and i swear using my life '' It really turned out to be a fake sentence, fake precaution. I was looking forward for this coming friday after 3 days ago planning.... with him. Neither do i expect this would happen. He told me tomorrow after he have finish school tomorrow @ 11.30am he'll went home and straight away come and find me. But neither do i expect that he would tell me that he'll be working from monday - friday @ 7pm - 3am, and tomorrow he'll have to go for the job talk @ 2pm - 4pm in the afternoon and totally forget about meeting me early tomorrow :)
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Claps. It really hurts me alot. This show's that i'm totally not important. His money are more important. Saying that he need to go work as he can't support himself. I'm not sad/ angry that he ruin the plan or smt. Is that he make me too dissapointed. Telling me that tomorrow he'll go get his pay at cityhall and we can go enjoy it becomes telling me that : '' my boss change venue, must go for the talk and get the pay at there ''. If the reason is just he need to get his pay i don't mind. I actually dont mind accampanying him down to airport instead of cityhall to get his pay.
But the worst thing is that he wants to go to the job talk @ 2pm - 4pm. If you din't insist that you want to work, do you need to go thre? No. You don't have to. You're the 1 who wants to go there. Can you imagine your boyfriend working everyday except for sart/sun? Every girl will be deeply felt neglected. Yes i know you say you got time for me still. But i don't think i can feel any love anymore. Since i ask you if you can jolly well don't work anot. But the ans is still no.... :)
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Everyday being with you and neglecting friends. Come home right after school to accampany you. But i can't even get a little accampany from you. And when you work, you just want me to be at home. Alone. Can't even go out. Leaving me behind likthat:) Don't you think its unfair to me when i do all these for you. And i keep you, pleasing you not to leave me alone and go to work and you still cant even choose me, thn work............. Guess even though you said after your job talk you're still wanna meet me, i guess. It's not the same anymore... and you won't know.
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It's 10.30pm now. 9.30pm till 10.30pm, for the whole 1 hr, i'm a crybaby:)
Can anyone tell me what to do..? Be it friends or passerby or stranger, i'm fine with it.
我真的好难过。我真的很痛。
guess i'll be better after tomorrow..