Hehehe finally back for some updates!!

Bbboy house on Friday celebrating his advanced birthday. Overnight @ his house till the next morning and home. After that to iluma for dinner. Happy 18th birthday sweetheart ( Belated )

Mad jubo, Bought this happy birthday balloon and it was the most expensive balloon i've ever bought. Met Button and rem, And off to nom at Empire state 4 dinner ^-^!!

Feeling hungry? Go to Empire state! Prices on the food at empire state are the best. Huge servings unlike swensens. Swensens are expensive and the servings on the food are so little.

Lepak awhile and home. Happy enough that baby knows i'm the one who is with him all the way on his birthday ( mua ) Auditionsea is patching nao. Bored maximum. 5 more days to N level :(

I know nothing. Kill me.

Kthxb4ib4i i've got nothing to do nao except rotting!! :( Gonna go study nao.

Isit true on what they said? Men, they love you when you're new. Every word is sweetheart, sweetheart.. sweetheart. Now look at me. Who should i blame. Me.. Or karma..

Update later. Happy 18th birthday, babyboy.

Hello 3rd maxring, 18th sept 2010?

Vivo for Stepup 3D yesterday with baby and his friends. Don't really like watching 3D movies. I hate those big 3D glasses, keep falling off to my nose!! :( Dinner and home. Nothing much to post.

Peektures instead.

Tired, feel like sleeping...... Super worried too. I Don't know how nao. I hope whatever i'm thinking will not come true.......... I doubt it will..

Do you remember this?

Happy 19th annivasary, my babyboy.

I love the way you are, i love the way you look.

I love the way how you treated me, even sometimes if you treat me harshly, but i still could tolerate. I love the way you give me warm hugs, sweet kisses , you made me dream on you sometimes, those sweet futures we will be having. Most importantly.

5 more months, to our 2nd year. I've already predicted, that we can last and

you are the only 1, and forever one for me :)

Love you doddleskisses♥♥♥

xxx

Gave my blog a new look. How was it? Hehehe:)

And btw look above* How long was this? Look so much diff compared to the past. This was like.... 2009 June/July. Hmmm..... well. Changed alot. I look more decent. Hint* Goodgirl removed piercing already ok.

I've got a fuckup fringe nao. Suck up like some jubo abcdefg freak. Omg.... Self claim holiday today. Mad tired. I would rather do some self studying at home. K3k3k3, I miss my babyboy. He is sleeping and i doubt he'll be waking up before 5pm. Fml i'm bored.

Time really flies. Birthday has ended. I'm finally 16.. 2 more days to our 19th annivasary. Loveydovey much. And 29th aug is your upcoming birthday already. Time 4 shopping on presents. Well, Sorry for the lack of update. I'm losing my readers once again. Mad angry about audi. Fuckup, Keep server down. From 12pm to 3pm, 3pm to 6pm. And it's already 6.16pm and server still down. Season 3 is coming. Which means. New maxring. FML....... IF NEVER TIO BREAK AND TIO BAN MY HEARTS I ALL TGT TAG WITH BABY ALSO CAN CHANGE TO NEW MAXRING. THATS IT. DON'T MAKE ME GIVE UP. NOW 54K. 24K TO GO.

MY RING AND HEART TOGETHER > 100K + 68K + 54K+ 7K = 200K++++ WTF LA ARGH I THINK I ALSO CAN NINJA THAT FUCKING RANK 1 ARGH WTF CH33BAIZZZZZZ.

Hi Singapore, Happy 45th, Happy national day :)

Today is my sweet 16 birthday XoXo. Would like to thanks everyone for those text and calls super touched!! Celebrated yesterday and was super tired! Babyboy came fetching me @ hg and we bus to downtown and meet up with the rest who celebrated my birthday with me. The joke was that i suggested to go escape theme park as I've never went there for like.... 123456 years?

Kinda miss all those rides but sadly when we went thr...... 1st : All the thrilling rides have been taken off except some. Omgz whr did all the rides go :( 2nd : The last time that i step into escape was like mad crowded and ytd was like........ maybe less thn 50 ppl. But still, abit regret gng thr. Rides are too less and it's not cheap.

Spend the day at thr till arnd 6pm and was soaking wet cause of the rides so decided to cab over to junction for clothes. Had steamboat for dinner aftermaths. Looking @ the pix below is seriously making me crave for steamboat again......

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Went off after celebrations and had a long walk from bugis till parklane. Legs was like sore badly cause of the heels that i'm wearing. Fml :( cause we decided to book a hotel to chill at thr. But sadly all full house. Bus to balestier and finally found 1 when it was prolly around 12.45am mad tired. Slept for an hr or so and Check out at 4.45am and cab home back to hg. Went home ko wokeup in the morning and............

Mummy was kind enough to wake up early in the morning to prepare my birthday celebration @ home!! Thanks everyone for preparing those plans and ofcause. My Baby tay : ) Love you truckloads.

That super cute birthday cake made from jelly. Would be much better if it's not elmo but hellokitty k3k3. Angry that i've spent almost 100 bucks ytd but atleast i get back all the money cause angbaos are given to me again!!!!!

And not forgetting this :

Those sanrio toys that babytay spent on me! I don't know why he want me to post it. want to haolian only. LOLOL!

The cute bear that button gave me yesterday! like cute onlyz~ 3 more hours to singapore's birthday. Happy national day everyone. Happy that thr is no school tomorrow till wed. But prelims are coming after that. Pray hard that i'll be passing with flying colours. Damn sad that baby is changing my audi acc pw soon cause he want's me to study at home instead of playing. Well, i shall proof him wrong and study. Swear :) Mug time after tuesday.

And do remember to tag me up over at the comment me part. I miss those readers of mine tagging my blog. Nao like so less can. Gonna go back to audi nao as i've spent 2 more hours updating blog. B4ib4i and click on http://doddlezkisses.blogspot.com will be luving you all!!

Happy sweet 16th birthday to me, shall update later!!!!

xxxxxxx,

I love you mummy, but you don't love me.....

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.............

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xxx.

Guess i better update in case i go m.i.a and never come back again..... Currently in a tired + sleepy mood. The weather is like fug naiz to sleep nao. But maybe ltr :-)

Fri - @ Tampines. Watched '' Aftershock '' cause babyboy keep pestering to watch it. Hate it when he always choose those movies that is always touching and can super make ppl cry and tear. But i still agreed on watching it in the end lmao.

Mad happy that 8aug is finally getting nearer. In a week time ;) Celebrating my 16th birthday at the 7th cause everyone is gg clubbing on the 8th... hell. Finally decided whr to go after weeks of suggestion. This year must be the most memorable birthday already!

Din't put falsies ytd and kinda not use to it. I felt wierd. Baby spent the whole evening - night with me at hg area for shopping. Get home around 10pm. Audi is down for 3 days already and we can't tag heart. Poor thing. Seriously asiasoft is being a beetch. They can't even fix stupid things. And they even take more then 2 days to fix it. And why are they fixing when there is nothing wrong with audi. Let us bored to death only~

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Off to redbana.................... School tomorrow. Hate to wake up early in the morning :(

Abit piss off la. Why must i follow ppl idea on whr to go. It's my birthday. Not thiers. Why can't i decide sometimes. Forget it.