Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Happy 15th birthday to me ^-^

Dedication's:
Sorry for posting here my babygirl. I realise that dearie regret after patching up with me , but i seems very happy patching up with her. I admit she is a very adorable , cute and sweet girl i ever had. But , what i've always done makes her angry. Everybody have a attitude,they've a good one unlike me had a bad one. I know after so long , my attitude haven even change abit maybe should say getting worst? I dont even know what to do now dearie,I really need your help. I taking out the courage to post this out to even say out the things i felt for myself. You ask me to trust you, yet i cant do that , you ask me give you cc4 and i give you a sucky attitude,you ask me alot of things i say no. What a bad bf i'm to you,I admit no other bf is so heartless before in this world right? Mayb , im over concern its too over. I'm very scare that day will come. You should know what i mean isnt it my dearie? I asked you tag hearts by forcing its my fault,i just want to fulfill my wish to get that ring for yourselves but i didnt know whats your feeling when tagging, i hate to see baby sad,angry and drop tears for me. Sunday is a bad day for us. I thinking too much everyday,And sunday is the day i really cant hold back my tears and i just let it drop ..这一天我想跟着你,跟你说你最爱的笑话,我想以后都能在一起. You should know what song is this right ,dearie. I miss you alot really. I won't break my promise to you, alright? Dearie,I Love You and i mean it. Sorry for using those harsh words,sorry for being a failure boyfriend,sorry for being so unreasonable, sorry for treating you so bad. I remember a message from your friend saying : Why patch back with that bastard? Keep quarrel? though he didnt write it like what i type but the meaning is still the same up there. Outsiders also think i'm the one treating you bad,Dearie,i'm sorry i love you. I'm a guy that cant tolerate a lil of jealousy. I dont believe this relationship is somekind of puppylove,i can say to me its a true love. Dearie,do you know how much i really love you? I dont want to let go of this relationship anymore,its very very tongku when you are not by my side during that 2 months. You dont know the actual story actually , i can't explain to you because in your mind I'm just .. 7th Month of ours,just 1 day ahead of this post. Lets be happy my dearie,dont ever drop tears for me anymore. I gonna change for the better, and we gonna get marry soon my sweetie tianxin :) Our happy times of talking dont ever forget my dearie . I'm missing you,loving you more and more each day..
We're still back together...

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Hello lovely's!!! Well once again, Happy 15th birthday to me on 8aug!!!! Well, a normal birthday but the most enjoyable 1 of th year....... cause early in th morning i fight with someone cause i went to belived some people but i still don't know isit true, or not.. So i went on giving attitude this and that, and after that....................... I recieved this...... and it's from....

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Thank's dearie i love those 12th roses you given me on tht day ^-^
i see alr also shock-ed lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hard to belived right :P ofcause i'm gna forgive him.
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Audi till awhile, thn bus to hg inter ^-^ went to get my nose stud thn waited for julian.. for around half an hour!!!!!! after that, cab to era.. thank's for all th bday wish everyone. went to find iva and xiaogirl junwei thn audi awhile xiaobinbin sist came and lot's more thn went siglap centre and opp era behind with rainbow and dongkel awhile more slack at mac :P after awhle, maybelle and mirabelle came... thn dearie came too. and he gave me this again, which i love alot okay ^-^
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Holy! i've got th most most greatest bday present ever right :P wink's. i love th flower's and th ring you bought, really! sorry i know it cost alot :(


Spend th day at era till night 9pm? Bus to tm to th movie orphan, super duper scary movie please go and watch....................................... movie till 2am, cab home and we slept at 4.30am.. till th next day at 11. went to tm again to buy my w995 but no stock vry sad.. went to dearie house to tag heart and mummy went to pick me home lol!



I love the 52 hour being with you, my longest (!) happy advance to 7th month okie. see, i din't post other's only you and yet you love to scold me :( i hate it. lol.
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Went sch today. after that report cnb again, totally hate this stupid life i've got. 1 wk report 2 time, somemore, not more thn 15 min's and making me travel all th way to yck inter. what a waste of time? i'm gng off to audi. so long din't audi la! And yah, this blog is best view-ed in internet explorar, not on mozilla :)

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