I Don't know why after seeing that particular blog i had that strange and jealous feeling for the first time. I felt like crying eventually. But its like...
How can i have that jealous feeling? What am i thinking actually.... Perhaps they are really meant to be.

I really hate quarreling early in the morning. It can totally weaken me and my throat, My lungs are already 3/4 cough-ed out.

Out to take a break. Don't even contact me.