And Yup.... My only plan is studying my N levels again, but this time, NA N level. Which starts at Feb if i'm really in it. Got to go back to Bishan ite to submit my report book and pay for the school fee etc etc. I swear i won't take thier entry test again, sucks. Pray hard i can retake my N's again with better and good grades. My wish is just to get good grades for N and take my O lv and have a diploma course in Poly. Please please please pray hard this time round that i can do it. I can't just go on like that and do nothing at home. I will want to sacrifice this time round just for the sake of my future. If i really fail to do so. I'll kill myself. (Swear)

Cuz no point throwing money into the drain!!!! It's quite expensive. But not as expensive as those MDIS, BMC all those. Glad that i can find smt like that. It's worth also. Rather then gng whatever It's the end. Which don't even give a fuck about me. K, i'm off to watch some movie!!! Will blog about it once i know the result of my plans. Rmb to follow me on formspring and ask me anything :

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Guess wut? I've added a formspring too~ Click the link above to ask me any question!!! Any!!! I created formspring long ago but was too lazy to put into my blog. So everyone!!!! Don't hesitate to ask me any question. I'll be pleased to reply!!! Xoxo.

2012 is coming. The news conclude that scientist has predicted that on December 2012 Aliens will be coming with 3 huge spaceship to destroy earth. So real or fake? Pictures are the proof, You decide whether they are real or not.

A really amazing alien autopsy! Of course many people already tagged it as fake but it sure looks real for me. Seems like the aliens are not the only one who’s doing some experimenting. Makes you wonder what the aliens do to us humans when one is abducted.





This alien picture was supposedly taken at an autopsy in Roswell. Probably one of the victims of the UFO crash landing in 1947, which the government is denying upto now.
Freaky????????????????????????? I think aliens are real. What about you?

Went out to get my CNY clothes with my boy on Thur. Spent arnd prolly 100 bucks and i'm totally broke now. And also, Happy sweet 2 years to us! We finally made it to our 2nd yr. Xoxo!

And i won't wanna blog so much today but only upload all my pixxxxxx up hehe sorry i'm so lazy today ;)

Okay and yup. We went Bugis to do our shopping.

And the next day. Discovery centre was yet cancelled again. As usual. Always plan things and ended up ruined. Fml right. So wanna drag till when?!

Nom over at Hg Grn for Prata 4 breakfast b4 heading to our shopping again. The cheese prate is oh so nice i wanna eat it again!!!

I'm craving for Empire states over at iluma. I wanna eat it with baby. My treat hehe. Finally, i swear when i turn 21. I'm fucking gonna move out of this house. Since i'm a cheat in your fucking eyes. And you don't seem to care me so much now. Since i'm oh so bad to you. Ok my wrong haha need me to beg down to you and say : " Queen of mother i'm so sorry to you. " Ha ew.

Hi! I'm so upset with myself. I won't be surprised if you all don't know some of it.

1st : I don't have a sch yet and i got no idea and don't have the idea whr and wut should i do next cuz everything is driving me crazy. Can you all get that feeling that no sch want's you? Ok fine, thr is. But i'm the one who is being fussy. I don't want those lousy school, lousy course. But who should i blame? I myself right? Cuz i don't deserve a good school. I don't have good results compared to others.

2nd : It's gonna be me and my babyboy's 2nd year anniversary in like 3 days time. So how should we celebrate it? Too bad this yr's not gonna be a very special anniversary on celebrating. Cuz currently, we're both broke now. And being maybe the most kind and caring wife, i decided not to spent so much money and we're juz maybe catch a movie at town. Simple yet nice?

3rd : I want to work. I'm so used to waking up in the morning at 7.30am. Rmb i got my new tempo job? I met 1 women who has the most and worst attitude in my whole 16 years old life at that job. Someone who wants to sue me for slandering when i juz walk up to her and said : ''Hi, you look very fierce cuz i heard from people." And yadayada she go around telling everyone she wants to sue me and even told me off. She wants me to apologised to her. Weird old bitch. She sack me in the end. I threw her HSR jacket and bowtie at the table and i walk straight to the entrance to go home and shouted ''Sue me? bring it on.'' From that day onwards i told myself i will never ever want to be anything related to that particular job and most importantly that old bitch. Now that i'm rotting at home for the 2nd day.. I really want a job to kill time till i find a sch. Any intros?

Lastly : I'm sick of the sunny day in the morning and the rainy days in the noon. It suck big time. It makes me sleepy in the noon, hot in the morning. Can the 2 weather switch instantly?

I bet you all are tired of my nagging and my long compo. So am i tired of pressing the keyboard like an idiot.

Loverboy came over to my crib ytd with his newly dye-d hair. He is somekind of ''showing off'' his new hair colour and his newly haircut. He juz can't maintain his showing off. Like i'm jealous, sorry i'm not baby. Nua at home and we had Maggie Mee for dinner. Yummm hehe cuz i made it all by myself for him and myself. Are you people proud of me? :S






And the next day, which was today. Was planning to go sci centre/ discovery centre. But when was half way to thr i changed my mind and we settled down at hg mall in the end. Omg make me wear make up and wear heels. End up only at hg mall. It's prolly thx to the weather. It suddenly rain. It makes me don't have the mood to travel all the way frm Hg to Jurong. Who will?
Cotton on to shop. And totally everywhere is having sales. Omg rlly can't resist the temptation to buy all of them. All the shirts and stuff $.$


And back over to my crib.

















So where should i head off tomorrow?

Today is like the first day of school. But for me.. A no. I want to make and meet my new friends. But guess what? I went for the interview and they had not give me an ans yet. So i just got to wait for the 11th. And that means, i'll miss the orientation. Call it sad or what. I'll just be put randomly in a class. Imagine me, being so so so lonely alone in a particualr class with no friends and everything. It's so pethetic.

Happy 2011! I hate both Christmas and New year last and this year. So seriously as i've said, 2011 is totally not a good year for me. Was intending to go countdown over at town ytd night. But something and somebody just made me don't have the mood to do so. And being the maybe most unhappy gurl ytd.. Let's talk all about it =^^=

Went back to work ytd. As it's finally the 31st. Which is my pay day and finally my last day of work... I took half day ytd and Bbboy came to Iluma to fetch me from work. Guess what had happened 3 hours later? I lost my wallet. What a day right?

Went back to Bugis around 8+pm to get a present for Bb brother's gf. And i get a damn scolding from my "BOSS" for stepping inside bugis. Total joke. I don't see why is there a reason why i can't be at bugis. She talk as if she own the whole bugis or that place is her house? And she give me cock reasons saying cuz i take half day and still want to let ppl know i still at bugis. Childish maximum. Totally no link. I came to get a gift also got wrong, is this totally any of her problem?

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I really don't get it why people are always not happy about me. At around 10.30pm. I went to take my pay. I ask my cousin to help check if i'm able to take my pay now. And that bloody asshole retarded dog face said this to her : 叫她不要来啦. Did i owe you a living Mr? I Came to work and why can't i get my pay. I find it ridiculous likewise. I felt like wtf i'm so angry right now. So i just don't give a fuck damn and i just walk up to the shop and get it from him. Fyi : I've got 2 bosses. 2 of them just suck like nobody business. And people who read this. Complain all you want to them i don't give a damn. I can just go straight up to them and say. So this is the reason why my countdown ytd was ruined.. Totally ruined.

Took my pay and so many of my money got deducted. So it's like less then 1k? And now my mum expect me to go and work for them again. ENDURE IS THE WORD. Endure for money to take private dip. I swear i'll do it cuz i've had some T & C this morning with mom and dad. Today they bought me a ASUS laptop and i finally agreed to help out to work thr again. Endure Endure =^^=

I got to go now. Continue tml, my eyes are closing omgawd. I'm praying hard that my appeal will be a success. If it's a success, i won't have to work anymore and just continue schooling. Fuck ***. I chose 10 choices and they give me none. They juz fucking randomly throw me in 1 electronics course over at yishun. Fml. Now then i know pass all subject is totally useless. This is what they told my father : '' Your daughter's appeal chances are very slim. All the slots are full and taken by other better students. The meaning of what she meant is people got an A grade and i got 0. So ofcuz they choose them then me? If my appeal fail i'll just got 3 choices. Retake 2 N lv subject/ Wait for April intake. Or if 2 of this fail. Private O's or Private diploma. Life is just like shit and maybe it's all fate. Everything needs money. Relationship needs money, Studying private needs money, Life needs money. No money no talk. Simple?